
8 months ago
faith is a walk, life is a journey.



this project was so raw...i normally have like a thousand drawings and plans when i go into building something, but on the first day when i met brian there to get started i had nothing, but within two nites of work we had transitions and framework ready and done, then everything else feel into place..thanks to brian creed, ben smith, John Lander @ MTMF inc., the seeley's, and a quite a few others that pitched in when needed...
i just uploaded a ton of pics off my camera cause i been slack lately, but we had evans birthday and our family trip up to mountains on there and some other stuff, and all i can say is everyday i find more reasons to be a believer than ever, so many blessings in my life its unreal, so many things to be thankful for..this shot of the loaf of bread is more of an analogy to me..my wife made it and it was good, but its all about the daily bread.
read this interview..there is no defining mark gonzales, his contribution to skateboarding will probably go underappreciated for years to come..but it is undeniable that this man is responsible for so many people continuing to skate, loving skateboarding and refusing to let it die, i am one of those people. from the beginning he has been a total inspiration, influence and reason why i love skateboards. he may not have ever about killed himself on the mega ramp in front of millions of television viewers but his impact goes so far beyond that, unmeasurable and priceless asset to skateboarding. click brainwash victim! the best part is i remember reading this when it came out, the chavo part was my favorite....
one day rarely has enough hours in it. between sleeping, eating, driving, and other daily rituals, that only leaves about 12 hours to accomplish anything, and i usually work 8 of those hours. does a day not have enough hours or do i just have to much to think about and do. if i can do more than i normally would over the next month, i hope to be able to do less than i normally would in the following months. i dont neccessarily want more time to do more, i want more to do in less time thats more fun. one last thought, sometimes you dont know what you got till its gone. i know its insanely cliche', but thats what came out.
not all flowers are pretty. everything can't always be everything you always wanted, but you have to make the best of your current situation or at least try to make do with it, because what you see in your head aint always whats best for the picture. what i need right now is support, not disappointment or subtle head shakin side to side...your either on the boat, or swimmin away, when its your boat you do what you want, this is my boat, i'll go down with it, or sail it to shore.
i could totally have the worst day ever, but when i get home and hear the words daddy, it all goes away, every worry, every problem...at least for a bit. i have 3 kids, and they always make my day, im sure they cant always tell, but they do. nothin beats bein a dad. tell yours you love him, no matter what.